bloodred

when I die you can eat my brains

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i'm just tired

it's raining again. no. not here. somewhere else. i've always been so jealous of somewhere else. it's cold. i've never known a night so dark. my heart is beating painfully in my chest. it's more scared than i am about this. it wants to leave. it wants to live. but i know it's too late. i know this has to be over soon. my lungs...are full of water.. without the slightest bit of room for air. but my body remembers. it still moves as if to inhale. exhale. give it up. nothings happened for atleast two minutes now. i find myself feeling nostalgic at a time like this. ...i remember...remember muddy socks. white muddy socks a

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Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Favourite genre of music: experimental rock, psychedelic
Operating System: brain
Favourite cartoon character: Mr. Garrison (South Park), Zoidberg (Futurama), Moe (The Simpsons)
Personal Quote: NO!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMMIT!! WHY?!?! WHY ME??? WHYYYYY!?!?!

Favourite Visual Artist

God

Favourite Movies

Party Monster, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Frailty, Trainspotting

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Xiu Xiu, old Green Day, Q and not U, Neutral Milk Hotel, Pure, DFA1979

Favourite Games

Solitaire, because I don't need other kids to play with me

Tools of the Trade

chainsaw

Other Interests

making fun of people I'm jealous of

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bloodred

Jun 22, 2009

Oh life....

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Okay, so I have not been here in years. I made most of these deviations when I was 17-18... I am now 23 years old. I really don't want any of this coming back to haunt me, so I've deleted all the deviations in which I was recognizable (ie the ones with my entire face, mostly). I feel really bad about doing this, but I really felt it needed to be done, since many of these pictures would be fairly compromising in the unlikely event that someone I knew IRL came across them. Sorry :( If you really desperately want something that used to be here, message me w/ an email address and eventually I might read it and see what I can do. (Though, I don't

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bloodred

Mar 4, 2006

Devious Journal Entry

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I'll reply to stuff later :) I saw a famous artist at school. When someone with a camera interviewed me as to what I thought of the performance which everyone else loved, I called the famous artist "pretentious." I don't know if that was really gutsy, or just ironic (him being famous and all and me not being). He WAS pretentious though.

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bloodred

Jan 10, 2006

mmhm

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Yeah, I've been submitting random stuff from my harddrive. Just clarifying in case it seemed like I was actually being extremely artistically productive these last couple days. :P

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x-FaNya-x

Nov 28, 2008

thanks for the

dreamer07079

Nov 10, 2007

Stumbled on your gallery today, and I gotta say, as much as your art disturbs and saddens me, I could NOT tear my eyes away from it. Congratulations on creating such interesting and thought provoking art. You really got me to think today.